Feeling good. Feeling sad. It’s hard to explain my true feelings, but my family and relatives are happy with my progress. I always have high expectations of myself and that is the reason for my sadness. Work has been tough this week, but this weekend has been fun yet mentally draining. Driving 180 miles and working out and not getting enough sleep. What I could do is a good 9 hours sleep, but that’ll never happen haha.
I always have things running through my mind, which is a good thing keeping myself focused on what I want, but ruining the present moment. Having to remind myself of my age is depressing, so I’ll try avoid this going forward! Overall the first week has been positive. Although, yes there were setbacks, I can smile through this ๐
tsangwinglun 