I just feel disgusted for where I’m at now. All the expectations and hopes but what is the outcome? I’m not where I want to be and I want to make changes. I think I’m I’m just worried about letting that old me go and facing reality
So much have changed since writing this below for two years…time really changes people.
What has happened to the great Darren? Having a mentality so strong not even an earthquake would shake him. Now lies a pathetic hopeless person who no longers believe in himself, just because that one person who he thought he loved turned him away. Not once but twice. Really that is painfully hilarious. He put so much faith into that one person but when that shatters, the whole world crumbles down. Day by Day the darkness devours him. As much as he smiles to the world, he cannot accept that pain. No matter how hard he picks himself up, the negativity always bring him down even lower than before. Unfortunately he had adjusted all his focus onto that one girl and over a span of almost 10 years, he doesn’t know what to do now. He sits in the darkness hoping for some change to happen but it never will…
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