Struggles

It’s hard to admit this but I’ve been falling behind with my studies and life itself 😦 The worse part is struggling with my studies. I get frustrated easily when I can’t figure out the answer! Having six modules in total is stressful enough and I can do well at least 4 of them, but the remaining one which I won’t mention really frustrates me at times. I know I’m not the brightest but for f*** sake I can’t calculate it haha!

Since falling behind with my studies it is like climbing a very steep mountain to get back on top. I know I’m miles off and this coming weekend isn’t enough at all. It’s like I need a full week to catch up with my studies, but to be honest I really can’t wait till when the Christmas holiday approaches cause I am stressed and tired! I never imagined the final year will be this stressful. Time management is definitely key but I suck so bad!

There are so many unfinished business I need to do and at the same time the other challenges we’re all facing in our daily lives.
I have this imaginery checklist in my mind that is so long that it’s stressing me out all the time because there’s no adequate progress 😬 I work better when my mindset is focused on one thing, but with all the problems surrounding my mind I just can’t focus solely on my studies! I know I can peform much better, but at the moment I’m not who I use to be, the person that was always so on the top of his game…

I can’t wait till that list is complete blah 😦

 

[03/11/15] SAMSUNG GALAXY A5

I remember writing this post “So Far So Good“, which I mentioned about buying the phone “Samsung Galaxy S4 Mini” and now I feel sad that I have bought another phone…again haha. I bought the previous phone on 16/09/14 and just over a year I have purchased a “Samsung Galaxy A5”. In comparison obviously it is better in camera quality, screen size and the operating system, so yeah…technology advances way too fast.

I hope it’ll last for over a good year, even for two years, but don’t wanna have high hopes lol. I might even get the HTC ONE in the future, but Samsung is a good brand 🙂 As long as there’s future innovative designs then I’ll be a happy customer.

After the temporary exams

Jeez where have you been Darren!? I know it’s only been less than a month, but the stress levels were high!!! I had 3 exams and to some people it may seem not a lot but for me I meant quite a lot. I mean it contributes to my final grade and I tried my best. It was quite ridiculously because I kinda left it the day before exams to properly revise. A part of me couldn’t take the action to study, but remembering back then I must have been study to left it late. But definitely I can take this as a lesson! I have another 2 exams soon, well over in a month time and I must prepare!

It’s been just over two weeks since those stressful exams, but I’m here writing my jouney so far. Besides exams life has been treating well 🙂